Thoughts from my captive - Alexa part two

Time has no meaning for me anymore, either that or i do not have any frame of reference.  Miss Carla removed me from my cell recently and allowed me to see.  Each and every day i thank Her for my sight which She has kindly allowed me to retain.  Miss Carla makes certain i know my place which is on my knees looking up to Her and makes sure i am constantly restrained and gagged.  She uses me from time to time probably to reinforce that i am Her property and She can do whatever She wishes to me.

After finishing with me Miss Carla left me on the binding device near the TP landing.  Time seemed to have passed slowly before i was removed from the device, leashed and taken to a nearby cell.  I can see visitors but have no way to communicate as my IM's were removed and my gags prevent any speech.   People do stop by to see me.  My heartbeat increases each and every time i see someone walking toward me.  Some even attempt to start a conversation, but after a while people leave as no one seems to want to talk to someone who cannot talk back.  My self esteem has slipped to a low point.

I have come to crave seeing Miss Carla but i realize She is busy and i am but a decoration for the Castle.   This has resulted in frustration and near despair at times.   When no one is around i find myself with tears in my eyes.   The same questions keep running through my mind, how long will i be here...what will happen to me...will i ever be able to leave?

Links to our Sunset Stables web pages

Kitten's Sunset Stables is the official new name I've chosen....a combination of the old and the new. Here are links to our Sunset Stables Blogger page as well as SL Pony Play and their events pages:

Sunset Stables Pony Play Page

SL Pony Play Event Calendar

Sunset Stables Blogger Site

My SL Pony Play Profile Page

Ever changing.....

As Second Life evolves an changes so do it's residents. The days of the D/s and BDSM establishments are slowly coming to a close. Based on visitor traffic here at Kitten's I am seeing this change firsthand. A love of mine has always been pony play. And over the past few months Kitten's has been slowly evolving into a pony stable.

Sunset tables is now over three quarters of my sim at Kiten Paws. With two cart tracks, steeple jumps, barrel courses, and even dressage the stable is more popular than the castle and dungeon have been since we've re-opened.

A fully functional stable we even now participate in the official Pony Cup events. My own "wall of fame" at home showing me as a pony (Sonia's Silken Flame), s well as my ponies Fraintesa (Serap Roxan) and High Speed Pink Silken Flame (Calypso Ballinger).

The castle will always remain. It's a reminder of what was and why I started it way back in 2008.

A shot of the newest addition to the castle:

And finally an overview of the sim: